Gums

Growing up and figuring up life is like having a new tooth trying to pop out from your gums
It takes years and will hurt occasionally untill it's fully matured.

I need to re-adjust myself.
Feeling inbalance lately.

teman-teman

Just out of curiosity,
in your circle of social life have you ever once freaking wonder, what types of friends do you REALLY have?

Do you have:

Skin deep friends - those who you just hang out for fun and don't talk about personal life?

Or

disposable friends or tv-alike friends - those who come to you when they need you or lonely and trash you after they don't need you or got a new beau?

or even

sisterlike/brotherlike friends - those who treat you like their family but you just never talk about sex and other sensitive related topic?

or

reliable friends - those who WILL ALWAYS GOT YOUR BACK no matter what.

Or maybe

the "been there done that" friend - those that are probably much older than you, share a lot of spices of life and teach you lessons about life?

or maybe finally

the "fake" friends - those who seems to treat you well but have ulterior motives?? Those who are deeply unsincere and you can just "smell" it?

Which type of friends do you have?
take a mental mirror, look at yourself, What type of friend ARE you?

In every person, I believe that those that are reliable friends must have at least 1 reliable friend their life.
Think to yourself, do you have one? Had your individuality taken over you and made you the "disposable friend" or "fake-friends"? Are you a worthy sincere individual who can be a real friend and have real friends?

I am thinking about it now, long and hard.

ButterFinger Day

TODAY
I dropped my handphone AGAIN for the 1008 times.
I knocked my nose on a super clear glass door on a shopping mall in front of every single fucking people standing at Beard Papa at Artha Gading.
I spilled a drink on my lap on the way home inside the car.
I knocked my toe on a door panel when I came home.
I spilled eclairs fillings on my desk when I was typing this.

It's just a low frecuency day where everything is unstable

BAKAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

-_-

Need to meditate.

Shoes Grammy's

IMPORTANT!
This entry is for shoes lover only, those who are not particularly interested can kindly hover your mouse over the "X close" button on the top left and gently click away.

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Okay, I have made my selection after careful consideration from all shoes collection that I found, here are the top 6 MOST IRRESISTABLE EXQUISITE KNOCKED-OUT FABULOUS shoes ever existed in this planet!!!!

First, most desirable semi-formal mute black Open-toes from J.Renee for about US$ 75
Looks comfy with 9cm heels, padded slides and flowy bling bling!
Second, most irresistable light beige casual pumps from Nina about US$ 80,
Proportionately prefect, sweet simple design, and gosh I would name 'em Lady Dy.....

Third, most imcomparable elegant red wine Open-toes from Giuseppe Zanotti for about US$ 190
Unusual cuttings, extra supported heels, elegant, simply too elegant to describe...

Fourth, this really really REALLY pretty baby blue casual thong heels from BCBG Maxaria about US 260
girly, fun with those glittery rhime stones... hmm.... I wanna dive my foot right into those right away..

Fifth, most unforgivably sexy BLOOD RED pumps from Stuart Weitzman feverred about US$ 300
No words can describe this ... speechless, perfect proportion, perfect color, perfect cutting, it likes saying to me... "come here baby, come here, dive in me...." JUICY!
AND FINALLY, DA MOST SUPER DUPER BLING BLING TWINKY PINKY dreessy heels from Christian Lacroix about US$ 600 dollars!!
Carrie Bradshaw from Sex&the City must had pre-ordered a dozen for this model size 7!!!

Can't believe it can you? 600 dollars for a freaking pair of shoes!! But it's all worth it if you got da money, it's too pretty to even wear it.... *sigh*

Anyways, FYI these shoes are not mine yet, I found them on the net, zappos, solestruck etc, you name it I made a promise to myself that I would own then ALL one fine day!!! Even If I have slaughter 50 yucky lizzards to get them I would!!!! MUAHAHAHAH

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Suze Orman says, in business you must remember that people first, then come money, then things.
To me it's people first, then money, then shoes and shoes and shoes and shoes and shoes and shoes, and shoes, and shoes, and shoes, and shoes, and shoes, .... and so on

miaw aww

huang There are 3 types of people I can't stand in this world:
1.Vanilla flavoured people
2. hypocrites and
3. Catty girls

1.
I love vanilla flavoured ice cream but only when they are serve with banana, or pineaple, or chocolate, or pancakes, and shit load of other things in cooking, you name it, even with fish (if you watch Jamie Oliver)

As you guessed it VANILLA FLAVORED PEOPLE are people with these traits:
blah
plain
predictable
standard
boring
dull
no edge
and just.. pure.... BLAH
And I just can't stand them, but they are the best when you have insomnia, go talk to them, you'll go straight to bed 2 minutes after. Actually no, before you call them, you'll fell droopy and sleepy rightaway.

It's weird that I was brought up in a family that wants me to have all the things that all the average normal people have, and I've grown up wanting everything elses but being average.

2.
I don't know if this is a gift or just plain coinsidence, but lately I've been sensing A LOT OF UNpredicatable things that just came naturally. I dreamt of things that actually came to reality or happened, dreamt of things done by somebody that I didn't know in reality untill i asked, dream of somebody in my dream and 5 seconds later after I woke up that person called me... many many other matters.

So, back to our topic, hypocrites.

To me hyprocrites are cowards that is seeking for attention but have so much insecurity inside them and are too afraid to be judge so roleplaying is their only choice to hide the real horrible quality that they have.
Don't get me wrong, hypocrites and Introvert people are 2 completely different things.
Why would I bring up this topic? Because I can really tell what people true intentions are, THE TRUE REAL INTENTION from people when they do act angelic with other intentions, and it makes me sick. *PUI*

As to for example when a person ask me question A , but what they really want to know is answer B that links to C or something like that.
Look, don't do that to me. I sense straight away if a person is playing stupid games on me like that. People look dumb to me when they do that.
Don't ask me how I know, I JUST KNOW your true intention, pretentious voice tones, eyes movement, body language, and this ackward unstable energy that they have.
Just say what you want, don't pretend, it disguised me.

Don't ask me what triggers me to bring up this topic, I just had it my mind.

3.
Catty girls : pretty, gorgeous, aloof, well groomed, don't show who they really are, but pretentious pretentious pretentious pretentious pretentious pretentious pretentious pretentious pretentious pretentious pretentious pretentious pretentious pretentious pretentious is a bad way. *MIAWWW AWW*

*yawn* I guess I just need to pour out a little negativity to make myself feel better....

Extinct

Sometimes I do really think that converting ourself into a monk or a priest or a nun is a solution to all dating answers.

Why bother? 75% men cheat, the other 25% are kids or gay or elderly. The total equation of women compared to men is 8:1, which make an average of 1 man can have 1 wife, and 7 girlfriends at the same time.

So men cheat women got hurt, then women don't trust men anymore, and men hate not being trusted, relationship ruined and they cheat again.

Or men got cheated by disloyal women, men got hurt and never trust women anymore and so not wanting to be cheated again, they start dating loyal women that they don't really love, and guess what?

You are rite, at the end they cheat again. It's all in one huge circle on and on. So, it doesn't work. It would never work .

Men argued it's in their blood to cheat for having a so called "nature calls" to spread their sperms producing new generation. Well women have their nature too, we never forgive infidelity deep down in our heart resulting a so called "nature distrust"

So, it would never gonna work, unless that "cheating nature sin" were genetically taken away.
Got it?

So how?

We should all be monks, then create a world peace like what bimbotic miss pageant will say, bless the earth with good loving positive evergy, stop reproducing so that human race extinct so God have an empty land to create a new batch of perfect adam and eve with new concept offcourse, hermaprhodite human with 3 legs or something.

He can pluck away that sinful chocolate tree and whack that evil snake dead with His magic wand and voila! the neo-human race won't fall into sins again therefore men andwomen will live happily ever after, just like cinderella.

End of story.

moronic people makes pictures moronic

The other day I went to catch up with one of our friend Simon for some sheesha and moroccan tea. He came back for a short 3 weeks visit from Australia on his study break. Man, it was one great crazy laughter evening! I laughed my intestine out!! I just love my friends!
We took some silly pics as usual, being moronic people we are by default;

Take 1!!

No, seriously people, pose, please, a good one........

Take 2!!

Oh em Gee, can we get serious now please??? Pose!!!! Okay Joan, there is a chimpanzee thing going on with your face, na'a, we prefer the real face, please.

Take 3!!

Now Simon, get a grip! Stop that porny face please!!!

Take 4!!

SIMON!!!! COME ON!!! GET SERIOUS PLEASE!!!!!! *wack his head with some random object on the table*

Take 5!!!

SIMONNNN!!!!!!
oh, wha? oh, ok, he posed decently on this one. haha.

Have a great day everyone!!

Adoi!

I going to tel yu a stoly.

Todae is sunday rite? I going to church wif my flens, rily rily weird wan I tel you, I never going to church for years oledy.
First arrive there hor, evelyone quiet quiet pray pray like that, alamak, and then they sing sing and clap hands like so shiok happy one. Wahliau, and then hor the priest got power speech one, no ching-chong anyhow just talk talk talk. 3 minute talk no take breath also can, wah piang!

Rily rily shiok one you knoe? Then the priest got many wisdom words, he told us to open open bible many times. We read read untill we got kacau kacau, I dun remember oledy.

After church we going eat diner, pizza le!! wah, vely little portion, pay so many money, can eat so little only, vely the giamsiap le this restolant. And then one thing I tell you vely weird one, the lasagna taste maciam apple sinamon bake like that, wah, die die must eat one, food must pay one; must eat la, siao ah! And then we went home after.

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To avoid wordings misinterpretation please do visit http://www.talkingcock.com for further understanding of singlish. haha! Alamak!

SLap

Puke BLOOD!! qi xi lang ah!
I Freaking hate it when I talk to somebody and they are TOTALLY RESPONSELESS!!!!
OH MY FREAKING GOD!!! SAY SOMETHING!! *SQUEEZE NECK, SHAKE SHAKE!!*

Can you imagine? you waited one whole day for a chat on msn/yahoo with someone, couldn't focus on other task for the day cause you feel like there would be sooooo much to talk about, and you couldn't wait???
And turns out that that person were totally responseless and seems like he/she doesn't really tune in to the conversation window with you??? and suddenly you realize all you see were 10 sent messages replied with 1 message? DOn't you feel like getting GGRRRAAAAA MAAADDD???

I WANNA SLAP SOMEBODY.

Superman and Dog (Part 2)

PICTURES FROM DOG COMPETITION!!! (Part 2)

Later on that day when Joan and Me got a chance to pose..... as usual posers....

Anton and Joan

Some UFO (Unidentified Fugly Object) near us

Then we went to have some tea at a place called "Tea Gallery" at LaPiazza....so blend.. bleah.. tasteless drinks... too plain for my taste.

Me and my Ice Chee

Joan with her ear-to-ear smile and her lychee somthing tea drink

Anton with his "trying to look poised" pose. Cut it off dude. Nyahahaha... doesn't work on you!

Nevin came to join us later on for dinner at Borobudur, he even bough dinner for all of us, wow shocking! But thx anyways Nevin!

hmm.. oxtail soup? fancy some anyone? Really really yummy, too bad I didn't take the pic of that.

Nevin and Anton

End of post.

ps. Great day, great friends, great food, lotsa fun, just wish that Moumou's here.

Superman and Dogs

I have a strange habit.
I tend to look at someone's face and notice something similar about them compare to somebody else.

Today, I am going to compare my own face.
Being a superman appreciator I am, I decided to do something on myself to look like him too.

Aren't we alike?

HAHAHAHAHA..... I LOVE IT!

I TAG : PIPI, SNOWY, AND JOAN!! see you soon on a look alike pics! have fun!

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Enough about that. Now, PICTURES FROM DOG COMPETITION!! (PART 1) loads of pictures!

Line up people!

The bitches... wuahahaha..... (left to right Senlee, Joan, Pipi, me)

The real bitches.... belong to one of my ladyfriend, Melissa. Aren't they cute?

Me and Joan and Jena (the bitch).. nice fur, feels like carpet... and she is extra plumpy

Janice and Joan (the dog belong to someone else, we snatched them for pictures.. hehe...)

Another one.... they are all so adorable

To be continued on PART 2!

Undies

Continuing from converstaion with pipi,

"Does Dalai lama and monks wear undies?"

I was once told that monks don't wear undies for their "simplicity in life" reason, they simply wrap around a simple fabric around their body.

But then If he does, I wonder then what kind of undies he would wear under those skirts? Boxer or or tight undies? Branded or GT man? Hugo? Calvin Klein? Or maybe a simple fabric sow together?

This is so not important yet it's so intriguing.

another quiz

Damn these things are addictive! muahaha...

Your Aura is Green

You're very driven, competitive, and even a bit jealous. However, you seek out balance in your life - and you usually achieve it! The purpose of your life: inspiring others to be better Famous greens include: Tony Robbins, Donald Trump, Martha Stewart Careers for you to try: Guru, CEO, Talk Show Host

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorisyourauraquiz/">What Color Is Your Aura?

Quiz

Bored? Try one of these quizzes, interesing indeed! More substantial blogging tomorrow, going to sleep now......

What do you think?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as confident and determined. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatdopeoplethinkofyourfacequiz/">What Do People Think Of Your Face?

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I am mostly drop dead agree on this one!

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing.

Inside'>http://www.blogthings.com/insidetheroomofyoursoulquiz/">Inside the Room of Your Soul

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WooHoo!! Sounds like me! wuwhwhwhwahaha... kinda narcist.. as usual

You Are a German Shepherd Puppy

Intelligent, quick witted, and a bit aggressive. You've got the jaw power to take a bite out of anyone you choose.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatbreedofpuppyareyouquiz/">What Breed of Puppy Are You?

Sketch

Was digging up some old stuff on one of my sketch books and found a sketch that I did about... 2 years ago? I think.... yeah 2 years ago. It was inspired by Carrie's life, remember Carrie? The curly hair lady from Sex&the City?

I watched that show about..mm.. 10 times, watching that serial, I was mesmerized by her independent life, particularly her adorable little studio/ 1 bedroom apartment, her fabulous friends, her thoughs about life, her writings, her unique sayings, her fashion sense, and offcourse her fab shoes!! All that added to what I have now, that would be super!
My own Carrie me, with people I love around me! Wow, what an ego-centric statement.. haha.... HEY, I can get as self-centered as I wanna be in my own fantasy right?

Very much into what she was still I am.

She was everything that I wanted to be, except for her one night stands though.... not into that. Na'a.

This might not not look fabulous or presentable, it's not even coloured, some people might even have to tilt their head to understand, but this sketch kept a lot of dreams, every corner means something to me, a lot of thoughs, a lot of unexplainable hope that I kept.

There you go.