Flash

I've been missing so many things in my life that at times when I though about it, I caught myself lost in my own imagination

-Romance, romance, romance, gosh, when was the last time I was romantized...?
I can hardly remember. Walking hand in hand with no particular place to go, or just cuddling with someone I love, giggling over stupid things.. it seems like a thousand year ago.

-Sex, sex, sex, great sex, yeah, who would have not want that?

-And thirdly, when my world seems to have no burden on me, free, just free, doing anything freely, spend my own money as I want to and not caring about anything around me, that might sound kinda selfish, but really, I really missed that.

I remembered one particular day when I walk in the street of Orchard in Singapore, by myself, no friends, no chit chat,no phone calls, no boyfriend, no books, no sunglasses, not doing errands, just by myself.

It was the day that I always remembered, had my favourite fastfood at mos burger,alone, might sound stupid, but I was too free and happy to be bothered, bought this huge mint chocolate bar from mark&spencer and chewed it all as i read many children books and tantric sex books at borders.

I don't know. I really miss that. Really really. I don't know why. I miss being me on that day. The free Lissa I was. I could not forget, I was filled with great energy, so much positive thoughts about life that I was going to face.

I am not trying to sound cheesy here but I guess with age comes more responsibility, more concerns, and more shitty things that we HAVE to face in life.

Well, this is the first blog I wrote here, so I am posting pictures for no particular reason, just to make it more interesting *wink* otherwise people will be bored to death reading typos and more typos.

Photos taken on Narcist day, Me? The one in white.